the bow of the long gray ship
rides up a wall of moving flat gray water
climbing to the summit
where wind rips the wave tops into white spray
you hang on to a leather wrapped cable overhead with one hand
and the helm with the other
as the bow crests the wave
the horizon disappears
and all you can see are gray clouds the color of the sea
the ship rotates and rolls as she slides down into the trough
everyone braces for the impact
the bow slams into the wave
water shoots upward erupting like Old Faithful
smashing into the bridge smothering the windows
you can see nothing but white
you spin the helm to port as the ship veers off course
the stern is lifted free of the sea
then comes down throwing you off course again
you quickly spin the helm one way then the other
chasing stability in a violent world
as the next wave approaches
you are only good for fifteen minutes of this dance
then your place at the helm will be taken by another shipmate
while you recuperate jammed into a corner with another cup of coffee
in a few hours you will be off watch and in your rack
rocked to sleep by nature’s hand