friday morning hospital
Oncology Radiation Department
another cancer ward
i am moving slowly
pushing my walker down this clean corridor
there are wheelchairs parked against the wall
i look directly into an ancient frail woman’s eyes
she sees me
there is no recognition
she is lost in her world of fear, confusion, doubt
the pale blue veined sticks of her fingers twitch and twine endlessly
through the thin white hair that remains to her
i am but a fleeting distraction
she is lost, afraid
i am nothing
~
it is only later that i understand
whatever may happen to my body
i must never let go of me
she among all has truly given me blessing